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Saturday, July 18th, 2009


outsdr

11:31p
Seems I forgot to post this here.

This happened in March.

Well, I'll have a fun story to tell you about a walk in. I worked overnights on weekends at my hotel, and took last weekend off. I'm ready for another weekend off now.

Redneck woman comes in, wants a room, I quote her the price for standard room, two queen beds, non-smoking; she starts getting lippy about the room having two beds, because they're a married couple, and they only need ONE, I repeat that it's our standard room. She says it's ridiculous, and says "I bet that's your cheapest rate, too" and asks if we have a military discount, I quote her the price, she digs out a military id.

While I'm typing info in, she asks me how far it is to Yellowstone; I tell her 4 hours. She gets huffy and shocked, like I'd just told her she had to walk through dogshit to get there. I told her that Wyoming is a large state. She said "Yeah, and it's full of rude people too. I'm from Texas, and as we were pulling on to the highway a big white truck threw a bag of SOMETHING at us and flipped us off. Luckily we were able to drive around it." She talked really fast too, which didn't make her seem any less ugly.

So, I'm getting ready to print out the reg card, and she pulls out a $100 bill and throws it down,. I inform her that if she is paying cash, we require a cash deposit or a credit card on file. Again, it's like I threw shit at her. She pulls out a credit card and says really snottily "You're not going to put any HOLDS on this, are you?"

I'm getting sick of her shit, and tell her that yes, I will be pre-authing the card for the amount of the room, in case of damages. She gets belligerent and says the money is on there, but it's ridiculous, she knows that she's paying cash, but she stayed at a Day's Inn in Colorado that didn't do it, and she asks me if all the other hotels in town do this, blah blah blah.

So I'm sick of the crap. She's insulted my hotel and the state I live in; and I don't want her here. I stop what I'm doing and tell her that while I don't know their policies, I think that there are other hotels in town that would suit her better. She gets red and stomps towards the door, saying, "I think they would, because YOU'VE got an ATTITUDE. I bet it was YOUR relatives that threw the bag at us!"

I said, "It's unfortunate that they missed." and she stormed out.

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kdotdammit

9:24p
July 1968








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austincommunity

[ maisquared ]
10:54p
Local Travel Agents?

I looked in the tags but only found one thing related, but I'm looking for a travel agent who can help me apply for a work & holiday visa for my trip to Australia. I don't have that much time (2 months) and so I don't even know if it is possible. I went online to look at the process and apply online but it is really confusing so I need help with it since deadline is approaching.

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warrior_priest

8:20p
Cat Performing with Full Orchestra

( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )

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kdotdammit

6:40p
Today's Face

Today’s Face: July 19, 2009

It’s been hard. This week. A total blur.

First there was the surgery. Sitting there hour after hour watching the people around me having parts of their faces, legs, arms, necks removed.

Then there was me having parts of my face cut away. Small parts. Millimeters, they say. So small said the nurse and the surgeon. A tiny spot. I was a dream patient said the surgeon. My skin is remarkably elastic and will heal perfectly.

Still, by the time I was in the chair for the third time and they had to cut more away, I lost it. Everything fell apart. I mean, I fell apart. I kept saying it was all the anesthetic, the epinephrine or whatever the fuck you call it. Those needles in my nose pumping me with more and more numb that was numbing my face but turning my emotions into boiling acid.

They finally removed the cancer after the third try. Then they sliced the top of my nose, pulled down the skin and stitched me up.

Then it was all about the aftermath.

I drove myself home, climbed straight into bed and cried.

It wasn’t supposed to be like this. It was supposed to be a little scab. I was supposed to bounce right back.

Instead it has been a brutal blur of a week. For days, I felt like I was sleep walking. Could barely move from one room to the next without holding onto the walls. My whole body felt like it was full of wet concrete itself full of rocks the rocks full of sponges. Nothing connected. Nothing worked. Two hours up wiped me out. I went to work, lasted two hours, then came home and went to bed. I thought I would never be able to think again. I couldn't put thoughts together. Questions were impossible to answer because they required too much energy. I didn’t think I could remember how to write.

Everything stopped. One day I was me. The next day I was someone else. One day, I was doing My Almodovar Makeover and writing movie reviews and kicking ass. The next day my ass was kicked, and I couldn’t even wash my coffee cup.

But then all of a sudden I started feeling myself healing. I lay in bed at night sleeping, and I would wake up periodically and actually feel my body at work healing. I could feel all my biological power pushing its way through my system and giving my body what it needs. I can feel it now. It’s like an inner surging, like I can feel all these transmitters and signals doing their job inside my body.

I guess that's why my ass was so kicked. My body has been working overtime healing itself and that means there's been very little room for anything else. And that's hard for me. I mean giving up the "anything else" but healing thing. But my body has literally given me no other option but to shut down everything except for healing.

Today I woke up and had energy again. Okay, so like only about 35% of my usual energy, but 35% of my usual energy isn’t bad after spending five days drowning in wet concrete.

I looked in the mirror and found remnants of my old face under my new bruised and swollen face. It’s like one of those magic pictures where you look at it one way and it’s one thing, and then look at it another way and it’s something else. My face is flickering below the surface. The swelling is receding and I am surfacing. Soon my old face will be the dominant face, and the other face will recede and eventually vanish, leaving a hairline scar on my nose to bring her occasionally into focus.

I’ve felt enormously vulnerable and protective of myself, knowing that I don’t have the physical yet alone psychic strength to be out here. But I popped in for a minute to let you know that I am coming back together again. This Humpty Dumpty will rise again.

I felt it was important to get these words out and let them stand here, so I can begin to get solid again and get my feet wet in some real writing. I'm just that way. I need to get this out of me, so I can move to the next step.
 
This is the current state of my face. My life. What a week. Here’s looking to better times ahead. I hope you’ll be there with me.

I need to put this one behind the cut. If I keep it.  )


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ekabhumi

6:24p
Berkeley Poetry Slam's 10-Year Anniversary

Folks--

---I'm planning Berkeley Poetry Slam's 10-year anniversary, Weds, Sept 2nd. This will be our Indi Finals, with the top 9 poets of 2009 in a 4-round battle to represent Berkeley at the Individual World Poetry Slam 2009. IWPS will be held right here in Berkeley, Oct 8-10.

---To celebrate our anniversary, I also hope to gather all the Coveted Golden Macaroni Belt winners on stage for the first time. That's Omolara, Bamuthi, Ariana Waynes, Michael Cirelli, Karen Ladson, Jamie DeWolf, Paradox, Jon Brown, Jason Bayani, Jaylee Alde, D.Silence, Christian Drake, and Lucky 7. That number isn't 10, because we've had some ties, skipped a year, and the CGMB tradition began when I was host of the San Francisco slam in 1998.

---This would be the most fearsome conflagration of poetic talent to assemble on our stage at the same time in our humble venue's storied history. I'm thinking of selling tickets in advance!


current mood: amused

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austincommunity

[ totbl19 ]
7:22p
public tracks

What are some tracks that are open to the public 24 hrs? I'm in town, and I don't know where to run. I prefer more to run on tracks than on sidewalks etc

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mercuryfading

3:59p
Soooooo tired. I have 1 more carload of stuff to bring over, and then I'll just have to get my non-perishables and crystal in my kitchen packed up, the stuff from my downstairs storage unit, and the clothing that I'm currently laundering. Other clothing is all in garbage bags. Books are all in boxes. The living room at the new place is all arranged properly to fit my couch, although I am a little nervous about where one of my book shelves will go.

Hoping to see Harry Potter tonight with Joe and hoping that he will help me bring this last carload of shit over to the new place because I just cannot lift anything myself right now. Ugh. And also ergh. And also ouch.

Taking a break and found that Ghostbusters is on free movies OnDemand. That'll do for a nice break. Egon, I love you.

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fengi

3:15p
Things we will not think about

Having sex to leekspin.

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chronicpaint

2:46p
Aural Fixation: Step by Step by Whitney Houston

 This song inspires me whenever I hear it. First, it's a fairly restrained vocal performance from someone who's usually totally over the top. But, more, I listened to this every morning on my way to physiotherapy when I was learning how to walk again. It always helped me keep going and I tear up a bit every time I hear it.



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scottwoods

1:56p
Rachel McKibbens @ First Draft

I am about to do one of the things that Rachel McKibbens absolutely abhores: heap praise upon her.

Read more... )

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whoisthespirit

11:35a
Let's get critical...

Does anybody know a good open journal source for critical essays? I know a lot of film journal sites that collect famous and less famous works, but they all have a subscription cost that is just completely out of touch with the world. Seriously one site cost fifty dollars a month for access to their essay database. This to me is not okay.

I own several books, and some of them are certainly very useful especially in writing about formalism, structuralism, and auter/genre theory, but I want to be able to write about more contemporary films in stranger more experimental ways, to do critical/essays that also promote the development of art in their own right.

Perhaps part of this is inspired by my continued submergence in the 33&1/3 series of books, which is really a quite wonderful compendium of the various ways in which writers can explore music. And the thing is I don't think that to write about films, one should have to be making a film on the page - but I don't think that's entirely wrong.

I am thoroughly interested in writing some new film essays is the point - I might post them here, but I'd like to better fact check myself and my ideas. Thank you very much for your time.


current mood: calm

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nerak_g

11:51a
blurbs

Hincapie barely misses yellow jersey in the town of my Mom's (Huguenot?) ancestors.Besancon.Near the Alps. I should go there.Maybe not leave.

Lightning, thunder, tired last night.Had a lovely Friday night date, but I was bleary.Luckily it was cool to just kind of sit and watch the storm.
Can't say I;ll be much beter company tonight either.

I have a rock camp prep day, theoretically starting in 7 minutes.Nope.Sleep was more important.
Next, more coffee and a shower.

Walter Cronkite is dead. Another voice of my childhood.And they don't make reporters and anchormen like that anymore, for sure.

I am really hoping for bfast a Ria's tomorrow.If not there, someplace with real maple syrup.Craving pancakes & French toast.

This is the last weekend break from slam poems before boot camp gets steel toes.I have movies and popcorn for a few hours to squirrel away to myself,hopefully later this afternoon/early evening.

Okay. Rock Camp prep.

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austincommunity

[ readylettucego ]
10:54a
drycleaner - near downtown/south

best drycleaner/laundry service near downtown/south austin? doesn't need to be super quick turn around time, prefer if they do the service there vs shipping it off and a place that isn't using super harsh chemicals.

I just found Westbank Dry Cleaning. any experience with them?

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tucson

[ wingspanlgbt ]
8:34a
An Open Letter to the Community from the Wingspan Board President Cynthia Garcia

Times are tough. We've all felt the effects in our pocketbooks and portfolios.

Your LGBT community center is no exception. Wingspan is making some big changes. We must take these bold actions now to preserve our core services.

I wanted to tell you what's happening and ask for your help.

First Wingspan is moving.

Beginning this weekend, the Wingspan community center and staff offices will consolidate buildings with the EON Youth Lounge. This is a smaller building just across the street from Wingspan. Wingspan will be open Saturday July 18 and then close Sunday, July 19. Wingspan will remain closed next week (July 20—24) during the transition and reopen Monday, July 27 in the new space.

I've listed further details at the end of this letter about new hours and what this will mean.

There are more big changes ahead.

I want to also let you know that as part of a strategic plan to conserve resources by cutting all staff positions that are not grant-funded, Wingspan's Executive Director Jason Cianciotto has offered his resignation. When Jason saw that his resignation was a necessary part of cost-saving measures to preserve core services, he came to the board to recommend that he resign. We reluctantly accepted.

Jason has volunteered to continue as executive director, with only a $1 salary until July 31. Jason will write to you soon himself. Jason has given complete devotion and passion to his leadership of Wingspan over the last 18 months. We are grateful for his service, leadership, and generosity.

And finally, in place of the annual community dinner held in September, we are going to do something different this year. At this time when every dollar counts, we don't want to spend any money that doesn't go directly to support our programs and staff.

Various activities are being planned in the coming months for the community to gather and support Wingspan. We will continue to keep you informed and encourage your participation in these events.

I realize that this is a lot to take in. And it's happening fast.

It's been difficult for the board to make these changes. We are available to answer your questions and hear your concerns and ideas.

Now more than ever Wingspan needs you. This is our community. It's our center.

We'll need volunteers to do many things that paid staff used to do. We'll also need your financial support to ensure that Wingspan continues.

Wingspan has a strong history of community involvement and leadership. Wingspan began as an all-volunteer organization. Wingspan's roots actually go back to the late 1970s, when local community members offered their homes for a weekly youth support group.

In the late 1980s Wingspan rented a tiny office space. And in 1998 Wingspan hired its first paid staff. It wasn't until 2000 that Wingspan had an executive director.

Now, it's time to return to our roots.

In the very first newsletter of Wingspan, published in the late 1980s, the volunteer leaders wrote why they chose to call the community center Wingspan:

"The word Wingspan represents the enfolding of wings around us, cradling us in our struggle for survival," they wrote. They went on to explain that, "It expresses our desire for freedom; the freedom symbolized by a bird in flight. And it represents the spreading of our own wings, as each of us reach beyond our limits."

It's time to spread our own wings. To reach out. To stretch beyond what we thought was possible.

Your gifts of time and leadership are needed now. And your financial support is imperative.

For Wingspan to continue we must raise $125,000 by October 31, and find 1,000 new monthly donors who commit to giving $25 or more each month. And we need your help to do it.

Every donation counts. Nothing is too small. We need every person who cares about Wingspan in Southern Arizona to stretch and do their part.

Giving online is the quickest and easiest way for us to process your gift. Please go online today to www.wingspan.org and give as much as you can. Ask your friends to do the same.

Times are tough for everyone. But I know that we have an amazing community. The board of directors have already personally pledged $20,000 toward our $125,000 goal.

This is it. This is the critical moment to offer your skills and support to Wingspan. Wingspan needs you to continue offering critical, life-saving services and to speak loudly and proudly on behalf of the freedom and equality of the LGBT community in Southern Arizona.

Thank you in advance for your sacrificial giving. And for all that you will do to ensure that Wingspan continues.

Sincerely,

Cynthia Garcia
Wingspan Board President

P.S. If you have questions or ideas please feel free to email me directly at canngarcia@gmail.com or the board vice president Karyn Prechtel at kprechtel@mac.com.

We've tried to anticipate some of your questions below. But please contact us if you have more questions.

What will the transition be like next week?

· The anti-violence hotline will remain available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week during the transition. The number is 520-624-0348 and toll-free 800-553-9387.

· The EON Youth Lounge will remain open next week during its regular hours, 3 to 8 pm  for youth ages 13-23.

· Staff email is currently down due to the transition. We hope to have this back up and running smoothly by the close of business Saturday, July 18.

· The Wingspan website will remain up during the transition. The web address is www.wingspan.org.

· The new combined Wingspan center and EON Youth Lounge will be open at its new location July 27.

What will the new center be like?

· The new center hours will be Monday — Friday. Wingspan and EON will be closed on the weekends. From 11 am until 2 pm the community is welcome to come and use the cyber center, library, and the one available meeting room.

· Wingspan will be closed each weekday from 2 pm to 3 pm to allow for a daily transition to an all-youth lounge.

· EON Youth Lounge will remain a youth-only safe space from 3 pm until 8 pm Monday—Friday. Only youth, SAGA and some Wingspan committees will be able to use the space from 3 pm to 8 pm.

What will the new Wingspan look like?

Wingspan's outreach, support and advocacy will continue with paid staff through the following programs: EON Youth Lounge, Anti-Violence Programs, and the Southern Arizona Gender Alliance.  Wingspan's community education programs will also continue with leadership by volunteers. These programs have been the crux of Wingspan's 21-year legacy of providing national leadership in LGBT education and advocacy.

Wingspan's finances will remain professionally administered through a financial management contract.

Volunteer teams of community leaders will take the lead on organizing volunteers, fundraising, and Wingspan's public advocacy. Already volunteers completely run many of Wingspan's work such as our community Senior Programs. Wingspan began as a volunteer organization. By engaging the many gifts and talents of our community and returning to our roots as a volunteer organization, Wingspan will continue to promote the freedom, equality, safety, and well-being of LGBT people in Southern Arizona.

My group used to meet at Wingspan: Where else can we meet?

Tucson's public libraries and city council offices have free meeting spaces for the public. Both have offered their spaces for groups that used to meet at Wingspan.

See these websites for more about reserving rooms at a library near you:

http://www.library.pima.gov/services/meetingrooms/

http://www.library.pima.gov/about/policies/meetingroompolicy.pdf

http://www.library.pima.gov/pdf/MeetingRoomApplication.pdf

I want to help. What can I do?

If you can help pack boxes, come to the center Saturday, July 18, starting at 9 am.

If you'd like to give a donation the easiest way is to go online to www.wingspan.org and donate online.

If you have ideas or would like to volunteer to write grants, do data entry, sweep floors, answer phones, host a fundraiser, or lead a new outreach program for instance, contact board president, Cynthia Garcia, canngarcia@gmail.com or the board vice president, Karyn Prechtel at kprechtel@mac.com. Jason will also be available until July 31.

Thank you. Together we are Wingspan. This is our community. And our center.

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